What were you doing?
I was helping them clean up.
Hurry, we'll miss the last train!
You looked stupid lying there on the ground.
Stupid?
And I called an ambulance from the phone over there.
Remember anything?
No, nothing.
Darn.
I'm sorry.
You don't have to apologize.
Am I a nuisance?
No, but...
But what?
You're going to leave me one day.
It's cold, let's go home.
A woman...
That's what I thought.
If I never remember my past...
I wonder if things will be like this forever.
That's if you don't mind.
Just call me Maria.
If you want to, you can stay.
Thank you.
I could not give her a vision of the future, for I had no name.
Every word that I spoke had no meaning.
Lonely Maria...
I was keeping the truth from you.
Kono yo no Hate
Episode 3 Cross of Love and Death
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Blind? You kidding?
I'm serious.
She doesn't know we robbed that store.
And that's why you stopped me?
Yes.
I don't believe you. You're in love with her.
If she's blind she won't see that ugly face of yours.
Say that again...
It's only a joke.
Who of you are Mishima?
That's me.
I found him, young lady!
What about your job?
I'm on my lunch break.
But how...?
Your name was on the back of your jacket.
But...
And it smelled of oil.
I was upset and I couldn't thank you properly.
Anyone would be upset.
Thank you so much.
You're welcome.
I'm Sunada Nana.
Mishima Jun.
- I'll be going, then. - Okay.
Wait...
Could I see you again?
That's if you'd like to.
I'm so glad.
I wanted to ask the same thing, but I was kind of embarrassed.
You see, I don't have have many chances of meeting people.
I know I have to be more forward, but...
I thought you might have a girlfriend.
I don't have a girlfriend.
May I touch?
Your face?
I changed my mind. Maybe next time.
I'll just try to imagine your face until then.
Bye.
I'm so busy!
Sorry to make you wait.
- I have to talk to you... - About the guy downstairs?
He's offered to work for a place like this.
Sasaki used to be a chef in Kyoto, but...
there was an incident of food poisoning and he had to quit.
He lost his wife early and his only daughter ran away from home.
He's looking for her here in Tokyo.
He can cook a variety of dishes
and I'll be able to keep the place open longer.
I can help pay for Nana's surgery.
Where will he sleep?
I knew you would ask that.
I found him an apartment close by.
Is that all you wanted to talk about?
Yeah.
I'm leaving.
Wait! I want to introduce you.
Wait, wait.
Mr. Sasaki, this is my daughter Maria.
Say something!
The Magical Pianist Takamura Shiro
Maria...
You have a customer.
Leave so soon?
Maria?
Have a seat.
I'm ashamed of the scene I made the other night.
When?
Here, the other night.
When you hit that old man?
He's a monster of the economic world.
I have a favor to ask of you.
I was tipped by one of the customers today.
I split it with the others.
The TV station NHK came by to collect today.
So I told them we didn't have a TV.
- Did something happen? - No, nothing.
Besides, why should I have to tell you?
Don't ask me!
I have a question for you!
Who are you? How old are you?
Are you married? Do you have a family?
What was your occupation?
I don't know anything about you, but I let you stay with me!
I'm sorry.
Don't apologize!
I'll try to remember.
No...
No.
There's an article about you in here.
About me?
Why don't you call them?
Your family will come to get you.
Why?
Because you're crying.
Let's go home.
We have to feed our bird.
I named it Blue.
Mr. Takamura?
Your wife didn't believe the amnesia story.
She knew you faked the whole thing at the hospital.
Does she know where I am?
I haven't told her yet.
Can you keep this to yourself?
No, this is my work, you know.
May I ask you one thing?
Why did you run away?
You have a beautiful wife and money.
You have talent and you have status.
Why choose to run from all that?
I just don't understand.
I'm just... a robot.
Yes...
One day, I just felt like I had become a robot.
I ran out of oil and I started to creak.
That's too abstract for me to understand.
When I'm with her,
I feel like I'm a real human being.
That hostess?
Since the day I was born, I'd never felt the desire
to do something for someone else.
Everything was always predetermined for me.
But now...
Can you abandon everything you have?
You would have to deny your entire life.
Money, honor. Can you really leave everything behind?
She's young and cocky.
Are you sure that's not the reason you're attracted to her?
She's just a temporary vacation for you.
No.
I..
"A Roman Holiday," maybe?
The Princess returns to her life in the end, too.
Well then, let me introduce the very famous couple.
Ryoko attended school in France.
She speaks foreign languages, and also does ikebana.
May I see your invitation?
He has it.
Stop staring!
You're all dressed nice, but you're rotten inside!
Eating all this good food and getting fat!
Kick her out!
I'm pregnant with his child!
But, he paid me off and ran away.
And now he's engaged.
I won't allow it!
Am I wrong?
We may not be a very good match.
I don't come from a good family background.
But, I've got a better and healthier body than her!
I'm not good with words, but I only speak the truth!
My love for him is stronger than anyone!
What do you want?
Who is this woman?!
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to come here.
I just want you to be by my side.
I don't care if we don't have any money.
I just want to spend my life with you.
I have never felt like this before.
I can be kind when I'm with you.
Leave!
You don't belong here.
I was wrong.
I want to live for you and our baby.
Thank you.
But those words are all I need.
I'm not very smart, but I understand.
We're not meant to be with each other.
That's not true! We can do this together.
Goodbye.
Wait!
Did you see their faces?
I've seen some of your guests on TV, you're famous.
My father's famous.
You're rebelling?
Why did you do all that?
My sister said we should all accept our own lives.
But, you did well.
I did exactly what you asked me to.
At one point, you really sounded serious.
"I just want you to be by my side."
Is there someone like that in your life?
Who knows...
I better leave.
- I'll go with you. - No, now we're even.
You did this in exchange for the 500,000 yen?
Yes, but I won't sleep with you for money anymore.
If I never remember my past...
Could I stay with you like this forever?
I just want you to be by my side.
I've never felt like this before.
I can be kind when I'm with you.
Maria.
Yes?
A strange guy came by the other night.
He was looking for your boyfriend.
A cop or a detective.
Don't worry. I didn't say anything.
How long do you plan on working here?
Well, they can't seem to find a replacement.
The manager says I should stay as long as I want.
I'll tell them this is your last night.
- Eh? - Don't worry.
The little prick told me to quit!
If it bothers you so much, I'll quit.
I just thought I could contribute something.
I'll quit.
Why are you like that?
You don't have to do as I say.
I'm just being selfish!
You make me feel like a child.
Forget it.
Is that store on the corner still open?
Yes, 24 hours.
We need trash bags. I'll go buy some.
Stop following me around!
You shouldn't talk like that.
I'm doing you a favor by not telling your wife.
But, you will eventually.
Yes, or else I'll be fired.
What's the matter?
I won't run or hide.
I'm planning on going back eventually.
I just need time to talk to her.
I want to apologize for deceiving her.
For not telling her about being married.
Is your vacation over?
No.
At this point, we could still go back to being strangers.
I'm back.
I got some toilet paper too.
Would you like to go out this Sunday?
We've never really been anywhere together.
I have some money. Let's go out and spend it.
Sure.
Your coffee is great, Nana.
Thanks.
How's Mr. Handsome?
I'm meeting with him later today.
- A date? - Nothing like that.
Why didn't you bring him?
I wanted to talk to you.
- About mother? - Yes.
She has this strange man working for her.
- He's a cook, right? - Yes, but...
- What's he like? - He does look decent.
- Married? - He's widowed.
He's looking for his daughter in Tokyo.
It's okay.
What's okay?
I don't want mother to be alone forever.
You don't care?
You want her to live alone, for the rest of her life?
Yes.
I don't remember our father.
Maybe that's why I can say this.
He used to treat you so well.
I'll get it.
It's me, Jun.
I'll be right there.
A present for you.
Thank you.
Let me introduce you, this is my sister.
Maria, this is Jun.
Come in.
Don't be shy.
Who are you?
Where do you work?
He's a mechanic.
What is your relationship with Nana?
Where did you meet?
- Maria... - You keep quiet!
What do you want with my sister?
What do you plan to do with my blind sister?
Stop it!
- I'm sorry. - Leave!
And stay away from my sister!
Maria!
- Jun. - Nana.
Nana!
Wait!
Jun!
Nana!
Are you okay?
Jun saved me!
How could you be so cruel!
I want you to be happy.
I want to fall in love, too!
There are other guys out there!
I'll choose who I want to!
He's the first one who told me he wanted to see me again!
It wasn't out of pity...
He wanted to see me again.
You didn't even talk to him!
First, you take light away from me.
What else will you take from me!
Just leave me alone.
Nana.
Here.
I had to apologize.
Don't worry about it.
I'm really sorry.
My sister is just worried about me.
She didn't mean anything by it.
Anyone would feel the same way about me.
That's not true. You work so hard.
It's not about my job.
Those flowers.
Anemone.
Faced with the death of her lover,
the Goddess of Beauty created this flower.
Love is a transient as the wind.
Solitude.
Just as you are regretting what you did,
I'm sure Nana didn't want to say all that she did.
I don't regret what I said.
I have an obligation to make Nana happy.
But, I regret the fact that I thought about myself.
That's good.
You have to think of yourself, too.
This is all the money I earned when working.
It's to thank you for all that you did for me.
It's not much, but it's all I have for you now.
I'll reward you more generously soon.
You have something you want to say, right?
Yes.
But let's celebrate your birthday first.
It's not my birthday.
It isn't?
Let's just celebrate anyway.
Okay.
Stop.
Stop!
Maria, Maria!
We'll be right back!
Maria!
Why...?
Why do you only love Nana?
I'll be a good girl. Don't hate me, please.
Daddy. Please, love me too.
I...
I killed my father.
It wasn't an accident!
I burned my house down and killed my father!
I didn't know Nana was in the house!
I was so sad.
So, I killed my father.
I was so sad.
Before I could say goodbye.
You made a confession.
Your sad confession echoed in my ears.
Until dawn broke on the gentle waves.
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Episode titles and additional translation by calimerina